To whoever reading this, I do not know whether I want to be here or I want to do the things that I didn't like. Honestly, I want to do something else, do things that I like and I want to pursue those things. But i think there's more to come if I keep doing this. Future is not us to hold right? There are a lot of surprises and I hope, after the school ends, I could understand and knew what is my passion in this temporary world. I wish when the future me read back this post, she will smile and ask herself why would she be worried when she knew where will she be leading.